Main chehraa chhipaa rahaa hoon

kyaa kahoon tumse main ki kyun chhodaa haath tumhaaraa
nibhaake saath kuch pal kaa kyun chhodaa saath tumhaaraa
yaad karo wo din jab milaa thaa tumse aakhri baar main
wo din jab tumne wo baat kahi thi mujhse, apni sagaai ki

maine dekhaa thaa tumhaari aankhon me kuch khaas us din
shaaayad haar chuki thi lad lad ke sabse tum
shayad yahi wajah thi ki tumne bulaayaa thaa mujhe aakhri baar milne

badi aasaani se tumne keh diyaa thaa
'kal aa rahe hain mujhe dekhne ladke waale
agar pasand aa gayi unhe to sagaai bhi pakki hogi
yaad hai tumhe? poochh rahi thi mujhse karun ya naa karun haan?'

yaad karo wo pal, wo chehraa meraa...
maine binaa kuch soche samjhe tumse kahaa thaa
'keh denaa tum haan unse, maan lenaa tum baat unki'
kyaa karta bhalaa main bhi kaho
maang rahi thi tum kuch mujhse
naa dun tumhe kuch maangaa huwaa ye mumkin hai kyaa????

haan jaantaa hoon us din maine zindagi ki sabse badi bhool ki thi
tumhe judaa kar ke khudse khudko zindagi se bhi duur kiyaa thaa

ab tak samajh nahi paayaa hoon wo naraazgi thi ya zidd meri
jo chaah ke bhi tumse judne ki kabhi koshish nahi ki
jod liyaa rishtaa tumhaare hi kisi apne se
ye sochke ki saamne rahun nazron ke tumhaare main har pal

haan ye sach hai ki main tumhe sataanaa chaahtaa thaaa
jitnaa jalaa hoon main tumhe bhi jalaanaa chaahtaa thaa
maloom thaa ki khush to koi bhi nahi hogaaa
par tadap kyaa hoti hai ye tumhe samjhaanaa chaahtaa thaa

par maloom naa tha ki mumkin nahi dard denaa apno ko
yahi wajaa hai ki aaj bhi tumse chhip rahaa hoon
hoon tumhaare paas hi magar main kaise kahun tumse
khud ki nazron se gir chukaa hoon, khud ko tumse chhipaa rahaa hoon...
haan sach hai, main aaj bhi khud ko tumse chhipaa rahaa hoon....